-tiingg`tiinggx.charriis

Sunday, May 21, 2006

ting's sat...
wat a happening sat..
hehes.


didnt have a good nite slp last nite...
i duno y !! i have difficulties in falling asleep..
and and and... i cant slp at peace.
and this morning, i woke up alarmed !
received an sms that goes like this....
" ting, i dun have guitar leh..."
something lidat...
i seriously dislike this kinda last min situations mann.
haha
but yea, thank God. found a guitar at last =)


hur hur hur, i reach somerset at 10.30am today !!
i lurve the feeling of being early..
cos i can walk in the speed that i enjoy and not rush
i hate the feeling of rushing..
hehes.
but amazing thou, i board on da train at 10am.


went to starhub.. and yes!
i look like a zombie.
fyi, i slept for less den 3 hours.
grrrrrr....
was making a prayer in my heart...
"God, give me strength... God, have some colour on my face!"
haha.


didnt eat anythimg.
got 2 reasons.
one- i am broke !
two- my tummy have this weird feeling...

ii am very touch by phoebe, who blessed me with a cup of hot milo.
wah !!
din reali noe how to express how i feel mann.
opps, btw, i am not very good at expressing, esp when i am touched..
reali !!
side track abit.. i was telling many ppl that i very scared when i got older, my partner did some romantic stuff to me, that will melt my heart that kind, i duno how to react sia !!
wahahaha..
but thankie phoebe =)
that hot milo warm my tummy & it feels comfy =)


practiced worship with yuqian..
and this reali brighten my day.
it feels good to worship God mann.
the feeling is so awesome, to start my day off with a worship =)
thou its jus a practice. =)


after service we had our west a meet !
played with flour and it was so gross mann
many ppl complained that they nearly puke.
i reali wonder.. so do u guys enjoy the games?
wahahaha
i tik its way better den those toilet games or wacko mann.
this is memorable can? blehz !
oh well, initially i was eased when i noe i am the game master, i can avoid doing all those gross stuffs.
but..BUT.. i still kana flour anyway, due to the cheeky nature of the ppl.. yups.
wahahaha.


as u all noe, i obviously noe nuts abt guitar !!
i didnt noe that the chords was a total mistake until de hui told us.
opps, i am talking abt the worship leading in west meet.
and it was very last min... i can feel like my soul gonna separate frm me le..
in simple language, i feel that my heart will stop beating anytime and jus die there.
this is one of the few times that i will feel nervous for worship.
not nervous, more to terrified !


finally its worship time...
cry..
its a chaos.
i can feel that my heart was....... dropping?
is that the word to describe?
wahahaha
and i told God..
"God..... help me !"
and yups. i calm myself down...
i worship god..
the only way to minister ppl in worship is to be ministered by God.
if not... how?
so yeah.


went to mit my gals.
in general, my grp's momentum was kinda low, moral low as well.
i reali duno wat to do !!
one of the reason was also bcos i am discouraged as well.
so said nth and we prayed in spirit for some time....
pray for a fresh touch etc.
praise God, there was a divine exchange =)
after that few mins, we are so refreshed !
can hear ppl tearing, can see the desperation of the ppl.
the wonders of seeking God, the wonders of coming to God in expectations =)


for now, i am dead sleepy now.
i HOPE that i can slp real early..
no flipping on bed anymore pls !


its ok to take a break, my dear gals =)
lets us rest in God's hands =)
heart at peace, heart at rest.


jus wana say that.... if we put our focus back to God, e probs will be smaller.
how many of the ppl knows this simple fact abt magnifying on God and not on probs, but how many ppl actually putting it into practice?
trust God!! he is able! come on !
focus on God, not sweeping everything under the carpet, not dwelling.
but come to God and deal with the issue.
have victory over it.
focus on God, and things will not be that chaos.
focus on God, not urself, not the prob not others.
GOD the almighty, wat us one thing that he cannot do?
-none
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memorable
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desperation


-tiinggx`charriis ™ __* ii am ur beloved , ii am ur child-
 
 
 
 
 
 


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